You help in many ways. I loved when you asked me if you can be tough, heck yea, I'm a ball of anger and I think you helped me reel some of that in. The best way to not be angry is to no let past words dictate how I see things today.
These MLCer have no consistency...why am I hanging on to his every word, he doesn't even know his words or believe them. My S22 said "I" was the one living life as the crazy one thinking that I would change my sitch by doing the same things over.
My h does talk and talk, I do believe it's because of being on the spectrum, but regardless, It does me no good, it's bad attention I'm seeking that really leave me devastated. I hope to be able to say, I will never seek that attention again and walk away from it as it comes my way.
I did see my family clearer from afar, and I came home with new plans, and goals for my family and myself.
Thanks again for your compassion , we will do this again, we deserve to all be supported by good people, we are all good people.
Best dm
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
