Looking for New Options If H Wants Divorce

[MyNewStrength]

The evolving part of me says it is not important to me to know by snooping. I am being a better me and not allowing my H actions (or inactions) to swing my feelings about myself or life. However, the LBS in me wants to rip it open and see what he has been up to. It is as almost this was a test of my strength and where I see my future self. I mean he has NEVER received a paper invoice of his bill, but it just showed up yesterday.

I will not open it. I want to just be a new me. No pain, no worries (or at least I can hope )