thanks gineen. i dont define myself as an addict/alcoholic. the courts and her lawyer do that for me. i see it as a blessing though. just like going through a rotten divorce. these things have shown me what im made of. i have learned alot about myself and continue to do so.
and yeah.. she is a touch wacky..lol
crying is really awkward for me. the cleansing feels good though i guess. and dont worry, im not gonna cry at the construction site! lol.. ive never had anyone hold me while i cried. ever. that would be different? idk what to think about that. i havent been held by anyone since i was a little little child.
and on to the more important stuff.. hockey! my red wings are on fire. playin good. won in OT tonight. no shootout like you devils tho! the aberdeen wings lost tonight. was a great game! i love junior hockey. and you are right all will be well. there is no place i feel more peaceful than the rink. then the energy comes and i love it. ahhhhh hockey.
