C2h I agree with all of the above posts. My take is that you can't handle rejection. It is ok to be disliked. It is irrational to believe everyone should like you. I feel for you knowing that exw is pregnant. It kind of shuts the door to her. If she had the baby and wanted to come back to you would you take her back? It isn't easy to love or fall in love after something like this. So don't be hard in yourself. Give the English professor a chance. Be yourself
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“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”