He's not 'in love' with me

[CallaghanClown]

Last night he had the girls at my house while I went singing. I retreated to my room because I was feeling vulnerable and then left early, which seemed to confuse him. I just didn't want to tell him I loved him and missed him. We have too much to work on, I know that, I just miss him like crazy. When I returned from singing he was all dressed up ready to go out with his friends......it broke my heart.

Today I had our youngests assembly and she was the star. It was amazing and I called him excitedly to tell him everything, he seemed so pleased. I got off the phone saying I needed to go because I was busy. Then missed a call from him later in the day. By the time he called back, he sounded quite angry. The kids were tired and didn't want to talk to him.

I'm confused about whether in doing the right thing. I feel like I'm angering him and that's part of the issues we had in the marriage and something I was trying to avoid.