I know exactly how you feel in alot of aspects SP. It's a long process. And not a linear one.

We will get there if our desire is strong enough and we keep working at it.

Best

Me- 34 W-33
S15 S10 S6
Married- 11 Together- 18
Bomb- 6-2011
WAW moves out- 8-2011

"Nothing in the Universe can stop you from letting go and starting over at anytime"- Guy Finley