In and out of fog city

[2ndtimearoundCA]

I believe that my situation took a pretty big setback on Tuesday. Yesterday I sent my w a random text about something that had happened to me during my day.. I am currently teaching at a local college and I was set to give exams. I got the exams printed at the college print ship and when I opened the packet I had another instructor's materials.. (I was able to recover the situation, but it got a little crazy) Anyway I messaged my w about this since we have been pretty friendly lately. I thought she might be entertained. But mostly I did this as a bit of a litmus test. I wanted to see how much space she would take after she said she was running again when she left Tuesday night. I did not get a response.

Reflecting back on Tuesday, I realize that once we got back to the house and things got a little weird, I likely came across as clingy or needy and I probably did a poor job validating. I will learn from my mistake and hope to get another chance. I need to be very patient because it may take months to get things back to where they were last week.

Now I will wait a week before I try to make contact again.