I agree with Mimi that some time off would be really good for you. You've been through a lot and you need to take that break. I'm sure you'll feel better afterwards .
Both 50 S14 M 16 yrs (his 3rd; my 1st)
ILYBINILWY - 24 Dec 2012 H moved out - 27 Jun 2013 Legally separated - 6 Sep 2013 Closing the door and changing the locks