It looks like you are pushing forward and doing very well for yourself. This is great and I can almost feel some happiness in your words
You are doing really well IMO and need to continue.
My thought is to start or continue if you have started looking at your codependency. You seem to have it with your H and family. I think once you understand codependency more, you will see yourself different or at least what changes can be made to help you.
You love your H I get that. Your H is on his road and seems to have had several issues prior to taking this road. I think you are doing what you need to do. Work on you and let him work on him.
If the time comes that he wants to come back, he will need to make many changes, as the new you will not be wanting the old him.
As so many have told me, all you can do is work on you.
Being a LBS is a choice and it is not an easy road, as you well know.
Time and patience.
Did you ever get the privacy thing worked out?
M46,W41 D16,D18 M22,T25 BD 11/12 W moved out 01/13 Piecing 10/13 Divorced 01/15 "Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy
