FY, as always, you are so helpful in your comments and insights. It's amazing that even with everything I've written thus far, W and I still manage to interact almost on a daily basis. She initiates most of the contact. She goes between totally resenting me to being really nice to me. I try to go dark, but she still needs me to help with kids and they come first. It's funny b/c as bad as everything seems, this could be so much work. I've been doing a lot of reflection on how detached love is supposed to look in action. Does anyone have any insight into this? Since this whole ordeal has gone on I haven't gone more than 3 days without contact w/W. As much as I try, I don't think it's possible!

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