Better to love or be loved?

[willbwell]

asked h if someone will be knocking on my door. h said it can done discreetly or h could give me the papers and I would have to get them notorized. I am not doing option 2. he will have to have me served( talk about a crappy job!)
told h last summer I was not filing irreconcilable differences. what does that mean? just an excuse for I don't want to work on M. I want out. what am I really looking for? would it make any difference for h to say, I am filing for D because I am an adulterer? h has said sorry. I know h is sad.
let him go loveingly...