UW, I don't know what exactly to say, thank you... So much of what you have said I know in my mind but struggle living out in my life. I have thought often about how I deal with this situation and the fact that my three grown kids are watching, living this right along with me. How I deal with this reflects who I am and who I have tried to teach my kids to be. Not only am I a better person for surviving this but I believe I have taught my kids to be better people and to take the high road in all that life throws at them. I have a child who is living with a life threatening disease and he has looked around and saw others plights and has said how lucky he is.... Life is always about perspective...
I would rather feel pain then never feel at all... Separated 3/2012 T 34 yrs M 27 yrs