W and D3 were having dinner when I came over for my daily visits. I greeted her but there wasn't any returned but I decided to join them anyway. It was awkward. W seemed bored and unhappy. At first, I thought maybe she was unhappy over her situation and suddenly it struck me that I was probably flattering myself. She could be bored because she was missing someone else or could be really in a foul mood having to meet me. Anyway, mind reading, I know. I find myself having no connection with her at all. There nothing I want to share with her and I think it's the same with W. I'm losing her faster than I thought. I wanted to start some small talk but nothing comes to mind. We are two strangers sitting in a room and the only thing we have in common was D3. I was talking and trying to get D3 to finish her dinner. W eventually left us and it was somewhat a relief. There was a lot of negative tension. I was able to encourage D3 to finish her dinner and later enjoyed some YouTube videos with D4. I'm afraid we would not have any thing positive to talk to each other anymore. I was never the ice breaker. She moving further and further away from me and i don't want us to continue like this. What should I do?
M35 XW34 D5 D4 M 6years T 10years Bomb 5/2013 Joint Petition signed 6/2013 Moved out end of 8/2013 Court Hearing of Joint Petition 9/2013 D finalized in 3 months - no news yet
