PM - Sounds like you are living up to your screen name. I think you are doing amazing and hope that you continue.

The squirrel analogy I remember well and it is fitting, AS I think?

Anyways, I hope you find some peace.

It's not over until you decide it is.

M46,W41
D16,D18
M22,T25
BD 11/12
W moved out 01/13
Piecing 10/13
Divorced 01/15
"Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can."
UrWorthy