Thanks AS for reinforcing some of my techniques and listening!
As for goals, well the biggest goal is to find a job. I simply can't support myself alone. I think a huge factor in my depression is the fact I can't afford even groceries right now. My parents have been a huge help in trying to get me on my feet again, but the job market is incredibly slow right now. And, I feel bad for relying on my parents at my age. With a job I would also be able to get rid of a lot of my free time and focus on something more during the day. I apply to about 10 jobs a day, but I'm at the point where even in Los Angeles I'm beginning to hit the same jobs I've already applied for. And I've applied for virtually every job that can sustain me. I've been only at it for a month, and many have told me that's not enough time to expect a reasonably good job. So, I just have to learn to be patient in this regard as well.
