Journaling: one of my girlfriends is a psychologist and she is the fourth person to say she things H has a personality disorder (borderline). She says his behavior is so inconsistent and out of character that she wouldn't be surprised if he became violent.
I came home at 10:30, a time I know H is usually asleep and he was still awake with all the lights on. He didn't look at me or said hello. Ugh. I'm so tired of his drama. I feel like saying: if you don't want to be here, just go already.
What does this mean, Preggo?
You said yourself he has PTSD, was that diagnosed? Is he getting treatment? If not, it's another reason why you should back off and live your life.
Do you have an IC? sorry, I don't remember. It would be helpful as the significant others of those with PTSD need help, too.
Not to mention the fact that you'll have 2 infants at home an a husband with something going on.
Avail yourself of whatever help you can find.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
