Better to love or be loved?

[willbwell]

H stopped by last night. Usually he callas before coming. I was helping d with hw. Had fixed dinner. Offered to h. He declined. Talked about a dr appoint. Makes comment that I want something to happen to him( jokingly...)Asked if I was vengeful. I replied no, I'm not. Wish I would have asked... Why should I be ?or why would you think that?

I am staying busy with my classes. Miss not being able to share about it with h. Sometimes would just like to tell h about my day.