Journaling: one of my girlfriends is a psychologist and she is the fourth person to say she things H has a personality disorder (borderline). She says his behavior is so inconsistent and out of character that she wouldn't be surprised if he became violent.
I came home at 10:30, a time I know H is usually asleep and he was still awake with all the lights on. He didn't look at me or said hello. Ugh. I'm so tired of his drama. I feel like saying: if you don't want to be here, just go already.
