Learning to detach

[Whiterose]

I'm trying very hard to understand God's plan for me and my boys Snodderly. I' pray to His way and accept the road it's proving very hard

When you marry, as we all know here, and share ourselves with our spouses and bring children into the world we do it with as open a heart as we can.......I guess, I'm learning that everyone's ability to do this is different and based on a life we had/have no control over. I feel like my children are collateral and no matter how often I place myself in the line of fire I miss it sometimes and they're getting hit. This is very, very hard for me to wrap my head around or even try and predict which direction the blow is coming from.