She wants this divorce badly. That's why I think its hopeless. If she wanted to work things out, she would have done so. If I want her back, it will be chasing my ex, which will only upset her. She looks at me like I'm a POS. She needs to hate me to do what she is doing. Also, she is telling everyone what a POS I supposedly am. I'm being very pleasant because thats all I can do. She has me by the short hairs. Its her being in control and being listened to that she wants. The whole thing is sick and twisted. I cry at home just so I can put on a brave face when I see her.
