Plan is in place and will visit 2 daycares tomorrow and Friday.

Sorry for this AM meltdown. I feel it was just a weeka$$, P.O.S move to not even let me know face to face.

I inform my wife and she just starts to cry...."Why? what did she do? She is such a good girl why did this have to happen?"

I bit my tongue hard at the Irony and became stronger.

"I know god would not give me more then I can handle- I just wish he wouldn't trust me so much" smile

I march on.....THANK YOU JP,Maritimer and Spartan

ME 38 W 37
T18 M5
D3
BD 1/7/13
PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing
2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13
W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13
First mediation appt 12/19/13