Thanks for your optimism last night... and reading your update this morning is WONDERFUL news! Pam, that broken record (like my crazymaking) now is obsolete. It's time to let that behavior go because it is no longer useful in your forward progress.
A good friend of mine told me a long time ago: "Change is good, but it is not always pleasant."
Another one told me a couple years later: "Don't look back unless you're going there."
So they both apply here and are words to live by.
Big hugs... and let your H enjoy making you happy some more! Hope your side isn't too bruised from falling out of bed.
And enjoy shark's lunch on Saturday... I mean, girl's lunch!
Hugs,
Bets
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."