Meltdowns really helps relieve stress, after a good cry I always feel better. Like I hit a reset button.

Happiness is a choice. Always remember that. You have to wake up and decide that you are going to be happy that day. If things in your life make you unhappy you have to decide to deal with them or change them. That is what DB does for us.

Last night I went for a drive with my dog, all windows down singing cheezy 80's music to the top of my lungs. I was happy.

Our dog use to be the center of my W world, now she can care less about him. She wanted to send him to the SPCA. I couldn't believe how she could love him to pieces for so many years then just give up on him so suddenly. I could not do that, it was hard to find an apartment that took dogs when we split. My dog was always my buddy but he is so much more special to me now. He listens to me and is a great motivator for exercise.


H 37
WAW 32
S 4 (Autistic)
S 2
Together 11 years
Married 6
Bombshell Dec 1 2012
House sold, flying solo June 1 2013.