Thanks Dragon for the kind words. It is very hard to have two people you love so much making it feel like they are giving up on you. But the walk definitely did help as this morning I was determined to have PMA. Also my mini-meltdown helped relieve some stress.
One of the things I've always feared is someone I love dearly giving up on me, so I will NOT do that to someone I love. It's an awful, awful feeling so I would never dream of doing that to someone else.
I've found myself talking to one of my dogs, because he loves my H and even he is being needy with my H, because he basically does not play with or love him like he used to. Sad. So I tell him it will be alright soon and I take him for LOTS of walks/jogs.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
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