Harder and Harder......Part three

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Im now almost broken-

I dropped D3.5 off at daycare this morning. Gave her a big hug and picked up the "Mail" in her cubby.

Got to my car and drove away

In the "mail" was an envelope with my name on it,inside, was a letter;

"I regret to inform you that effective October 18 2013 Daycare will no longer be able to care for D3.5."

I am pissed off and almost shattered. Pissed off because they couldnt tell me face to face. Shattered because this is one consistent in her life right now.

I know, it could be so much worse.I am the champion of telling myself that...but this isnt me its my little girl.

I need to pull myself together and become superman quick. Im usually good after 24hrs. I was better regarding the move this morning- then I received the letter and I unraveled because this just makes more change in our lives.

Sorry, needed to vent- the cup over fillith at the moment.