So today I awoke feeling a tad stronger, only a tad. I went downstairs before S left for school and before H left for work. I spoke with my S, said Good morning cheerfully and did not wait for his reaction, or even look to see if he was being grumpy. I then told him a shirt he had on looked nice on him. He still didn't answer much but I did not take it personal. Yay me.

I also said Good morning to H after he got out of his shower. Then we spoke about some logistical things. I then rubbed his back and said Have a nice day. I didn't wait for an answer or expect anything, even though he said ok, you too.

I'm slowly learning not to base my feelings off of his, or my teenage S for that matter, lol.

I left feeling better about me. Oh well, another day in the twilight zone.

Me:49 H:47
S: 16
T:27 M:25
My EA: 2001
His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013
Separated, but H still in house

Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.