Yeah I feel self aware and all, I just wish it didn't have to come in the form of issues in my M before I realize I am not being self aware. Obviously something I need to work on to make it stick to my soul.
And you're right, if you really start thinking of everything you say before you say it, it makes you a more morally strong person.
That's what separates humans from animals, we don't HAVE to act on our instincts. Even though most people do. It's a very profound idea, if you start digging in to it and practicing.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
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