WAW served me, 2 weeks in, looking for pointers

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Day 12, I finally broke. I came up with some topics that were legit to call her about. So I left her a voicemail outlining the talk. She could have easily texted back the answers. She texts me saying she'll call me later.

She calls and I tried to keep things light and airy. I told her I updated the address on my credit card so when she pays at the pump to use the new zip code. I also asked for her Home Depot card number so I could make some cash payments on it. And I asked her how she was doing on cash. I kept things positive.

So then she asks me a big question, will I sign the waiver of service papers now? How do you tell someone you don't want a divorce without coming right out and saying it. I beat around the bush as best I could, said I was still wrapping my head around it and I needed some more time. She told me that she had formerly called her lawyer and asked to hold off on having me served at my previous request. I thanked her for that, and asked for more time. I'm not sure if I'll get it.

I told her I wanted to keep things light and airy that night on the phone, I wasn't ready for such a deep question. She laughed and we giggled a bit on the phone, I left on a positive note and just said good night.

She did say a few things that caught my attention-

" I was wondering about how that went for you... (regarding an interview I cancelled)
"You sound happy!" She said that and I said thanks I really feel good.
"I pray for you every night"
" I still want a divorce"

So, some good, some bad. Definitely could have gone worse. I cant figure out how to see her in person without pursuing her. I have lost weight, and co-workers already took note and mentioned it to me. I want her to see my positive changes in person. I'm befuddled.