My "big" secret is eating better/less and exercising...nothing crazy or anything I didn't know, but finally going and doing it and sticking with it has been working! I've hit somewhat of a plateau the past few weeks, so I think I'll need to step up my game a bit - luckily, it should start cooling off down here sometime soon, so I can take S on walks around the neighborhood which we both enjoy and will hopefully help.
Things with H have still been good overall. However, on Saturday afternoon he got weird and told me he was afraid I was going to leave him in the future and he doesn't know what he would do if that happened so he is scared to continue to give me 110% and get too attached to me. I told him we both need to give it 110% and keep working on our communication (among many other things), etc. etc. and we will grow stronger and there wouldn't be the possibility of me leaving. I do not know how to make him believe me on that. He doesn't have any reason to think I would except for the fact that we would break up/get back together when we were younger, but that hasn't been an issue (on my side at least!) in 5 years (before we were even engaged). So I know he has that stuck in the back of his mind, which doesn't help.
I did have a girls' night this past Saturday, which was refreshing and fun! And H and I are leaving for our vacation this Friday so I am very excited about that to say the least. Also, I had a job interview on Friday morning in the field I would like to get back into - the company may not be my dream one to work for, but it would be more money and get my foot back into the door for the profession I would like. I'm hoping I get the job and can get a few more years experience in that field and then move up (possibly with another company). It's between me and four other people and I am supposed to hear back yay/nay the day after we get back from vacation so wish me luck! No one else has even called from all of the resumes I sent out earlier this month so I really hope they offer me the job.
I hope everyone has a great week!
Me: 27 H: 27 Together: 11, M: 3 S 2 BD: 06/24/13 Living together H: EA - unknown current status Read: DB, 5LL (slowly reading DR) Back and forth we go...
