Jon. What would it be like if you had 48 hours actual zero contact?
2nd - It just struck me that I went from Friday at 1:48 to Monday at 8:30 am with ZERO contact, so 60 hours - and even then W drove over to me and initiated the contact. I basically spoke one polite sentence to W, then ended conversation, rolled up my windows and left. I got a letter for a bill of hers that's over due, so I just scanned it in and emailed it with no comments. Didn't text about it, didn't drop it off.
I know I'm on a bit of a roller coaster with the anger and stuff - I'm not even gonna try to pretend I'm not, but that's slowly fading even today. I think I just needed to have this weekend completely without W as sort of ripping off the band-aid kind of thing...
