learning about, wrestling with my hurt, battered ego. Getting it under control and quiet again. You can do it, it is the most freeing thing!
Oh man T, this is so true. Every time my ego comes out of hibernation, I want to scream. What good is that going to do me? Why am I so bothered by the OM? I really think it's b/c in my head on a sub/un-conscious level I used to think I owned my W, took her for granted, etc and this is proving that I can't own anyone. I was brainwashed to think I could. What an idiot I was to think that! Never again!
Deep down I'm really sad about how I thought I knew so much about life and this whole experience totally knocked me on my a$$ b/c I really don't know anything. It's really all a learning experience.
Again, my biggest concern though is how this is all going to affect my kids. They're watching and it's changing them. I can see it.
ETC
"Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy
