I read back through your thread. Do you have any support? Who is going to be with you after the baby comes?

Don't read anything into anything he does. You will drive yourself crazy. Try to just lay low and not get into things with him until after baby comes. You need a phone-a-friend.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss