Man, why is it that when you have the best times it causes the worst feelings?
I feel better now getting all that off my chest. It's true about W, and I spent a lot of time hiding her behavior even before BD.
But I went to drop off S11s friend at school (S11 is sick) and W pulled up and said S5 wanted to walk in with S11. I told her he was sick, but S11 piped up and wanted to give them a couple little things we got them at the zoo. It was sort of funny because S11 had tested out the toy by blowing in it, so I had to tell S5 we'd clean it. I just said bye to S5, and drove off. So I was civil to W, and left as soon as no further conversation was necessary.
God woke me up this morning feeling pretty badly about my anger. W COULD be an amazing woman and I need to focus on her potential not juat her bad behavior, and being angry isn't going tk
