Looking for New Options If H Wants Divorce

[MyNewStrength]

This is so hard. And I cannot do this - there are no answers to why. I give up.

Thank you, but everyday I cry, everyday I hurt and there is nothing but overwhelming emotion. We are suppose to seal emotion away and not all it into our heart. The institution of marriage is just a concept, an idea and the act of marriage itself is nothing more than an illusion, a mirage that is easily given up on.

The left behind party has no recourse, no help. Something so important that binds people because of a deep love and affection for the care of the one they love - I cannot have the love I desire, I cannot desire what I love. What point is there in anything. I give up - because there is nothing that my love can do to change anything.