One giant leap forward! - Part 7

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Thanks Pudmuddle,

It does still hurt but only a little bit, nowhere near what it did.


I find it strange how well we can get on face to face when we are not in an R.
I was sat across from her last night thinking she's a decently nice person.

She respects me and it's so easy going. As soon as it turns to R the resentment, expectations and demands come out and it goes pear shaped.
Just writing this right now makes me realize how much of this is W and not me nowadays. I'm not saying I don't have faults, I do and will work on them more.

The work I have done on myself has paid off. I was listening to an audiobook in the car. It covers a lot of confident based stuff. I remember listening to it after W left and thought I would never get there, I didn't have it in me.
Listening to it last night (15 months later) and I'm nearly there. A lot of what is discussed I already feel like that, it's a great feeling and that great feeling pumps up my confidence again. Perpetual confidence building!


This week:
- Finish 'Breaking Bad'
- Get haircut at new mens barbers.
- Gym, running, martial arts and swimming.
- Weekend to myself.
- Out on Saturday night with friend.
- Sleep in.
- Get S1's birthday presents.
- Whatever else comes my way.....

Feeling good today!