- H and I got into a huge fight last night after he brought up the separation papers and wanted to discuss custody
- I spent the night crying and having contractions
- I was so depressed that this morning I didn't want to leave the bed. Told H to pack up his stuff and leave. He told me to relax and that when I had napped, we would talk.
- when I woke up, H was painting the baby's room. We didn't talk throughout the whole day. I barely looked at him on the face.
- once I came to bed I realized I hadn't felt the baby move in a while. I shook the belly, drank water and nothing. I went downstairs and woke up H. He freaked out and we shook the belly until the baby finally moved. Then we got into a heart to heart about our children and their births and it felt like the old times.
- I explained to H that this is not the time to discuss divorce and separation because the baby feels everything. He apologized and seemed like the old H.
