Well another weekend done. H came over on Saturday, helped me with some computer issues, we had coffee and discussed nothing heavier than the weather.
H was going to come by today, as we are swapping vehicles. Something came up, so I had to cancel. He texted me a couple of times and I called him to ask about his day. He had a good day, and so did I. Last year our computer as well as our backup died. We lost years worth of pictures, family, trips, pets, everything. Today I found a collection of discs that had hundreds of pics. I spent the afternoon seeing my D's birthdays, Christmases, several pets that are now gone, and yes, a lot of family photos.
I have so many beautiful memories, and they made me happy, even though they made me cry too. I'm just so happy to have even a portion of my lost pictures back.
H is coming by tomorrow to trade vehicles, I offered to show him what I found, I am not sure if he will or not, but that's ok...I feel a little more connected to my past, which is going to help ground me in the here and now, and that can only help me move into my future.
Oh..and I am down over 20lbs...nice to see my waistline again