Looking for New Options If H Wants Divorce

[MyNewStrength]

Well

I just finished a very loud crying fit followed by an irate lash out at God and everyone of our friends for not intervening. I needed to get my frustrations and disappointment out. The conflict between right and wrong, between business and emotion, and hate and love. I was experiencing all of these during my cry/rant.

refreshing as it was to get it out, immediately I felt guilt and remorse for my tone toward God and friends. This is what THIS does to us. Makes us question our very "sane" sanity.

Well based on my prayer of forgiveness to God, I must work on settling my thoughts with peace when or IF I have to speak to husband. I need to develop the breastplate or armour so that none of my Husband's arrows or shots can ever reach me. Well, I am looking into renting a townhome. There would be too many memories here.

Thank you all for the continued encouragement.