I do understand. I went through it too. It comes and goes in waves. It is so important when it hits to realize that it will pass & not to be reactive in the moment. The things I said & did during that time were not my best choices.
I got a lot of great advice here but a lot of it I was not ready for at the time. Only after a while does it all become clearer. The problem is living in the meantime. But we all did it and we all got to the other side. You will too. Just keep living and being a good Mom & being true to yourself.
