Why dont you brainstorm with her some ideas for how she can journal in a way that is secure. A safe deposit box? A lockbox with a combo? Work with her on a way to alleviate one of her expressed fears.
Cut the woe is me attitude and get back on the program. You cannot predict the future, but your attempts to predict it sound like excuses to avoid working on your issues. Try, and try again. And again. One day you will decide to act a certain way and then do it, rather than throwing your good intentions out the window. And then you will see how you can succeed, by controlling your own emotions and behavior.
Adinva 51, S20, S18 M24 total 6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out 9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50 5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend __ Happiness is a warm puppy.
