I got back from the beach with S1 and H's car was here.
He was on the couch and had a solemn look on his face. When I caught his eyes, he was teary eyed. I could tell that he wanted to say something because he kept walking around and pacing. He would stare at me and walk away while I prepared mine and S1's meals.
Because sandi's rules says not to start conversations, I kept quiet. I could tell he was waiting for me to ask what was wrong, but I didn't.
Finally, he started talking about the D. First he asked whether I would stay in town and if he could pay all my bills, would I stay in this house until baby #2 is two years old.
Of course that spiked my interest because even though I want us to stay together, I also worry about my finances.
Question is: why does he want me to stay in our house? Am I reading to much into it?
Then he asked me if I am still kicking him out after the baby is born. I told him that was totally up to him. He says he wants to stay living here for as long as possible. He didn't talk about any division of property or anything like that. By the contrary, he says he wants to sell one of his houses to make sure he can afford my bills and his for at least two years, after he moves.
After that we decided it was time for S1's nap and he wanted to put him in bed. While he was getting him ready for bed, I started picking up toys. He came down the stairs and just watched me do that for a good 10 minutes, talking small talk and just staring with sad eyes.
