1st night alone. d15 is at h apt. s 20 away at school. s17 spending night with a friend. The house is too quiet. I am pacing. I can't eat. I am thinking this is why God gave me a handicapped child. Because I can't be ( don't want) to be alone and she will always need care. I am having a pity party I am sorry. Just today, I thought, I am fed up with h. I am fed up with the lies. thinking maybe I am done standing. Don't know why I continue to stand.
M48 H50 M21 T26 S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old PA confirmed 7/2012 H separates 9/2012 H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY OW still in picture. h filed 10/13
