Quite an interesting therapy session. I was a few mins late & came in and MADE W kiss me on the lips (she tried giving me the cheek but I grabbed her chin).
Then I sat next to her & stroked her leg (she didn't make any contact with me).
We spent most of the session with the therapist trying to get us to schedule a date, and at one time, W exploded with an angry nonsensical rant about us pressuring her & threatened to leave. (I came very close to leaving as well). Therapist was simply trying to get her to spend some time with me tonight before I leave on a trip for several days.
Eventually she settled down & gave some other dates as possibilities because as it turns out, she wasn't feeling well (had she said that initially, the blow-out could have been avoided).
So we have a date for Tuesday that I am looking forward to.
Outside, I held her and massaged her back, kissed her several times on the lips (she didn't resist), and for us guys, gave her a boob squeeze a time or two. It felt really good just holding her & kissing her hair. I told her I missed her, and that I wanted her to feel better & I loved her. I also said I know we have to take it very slow (therapist said it will be slower than I like), and I have things I need to continue to work on as do we as a couple, but I will keep doing so and be patient.
Ironically, she was mad that I was going away for several days without telling her (she found out through a mutual friend). She tried to shade this as a bad thing were I would plan solo trips and tell her last minute. We talked and agreed that we would tell each other about trips even though we are separated.
Overall I felt much better, at least momentarily on this rollercoaster ride!
Me: 46 Ex: 38 Married: 10 Together: 12 No Children Separated (again): 09/06/13 Divorced: 02/27/15
