You said you read DR correct? What things have you done for yourself? You can't concentrate everything you have on just your H. You have to build yourself back up physically, mentally and emotionally to get your confidence back. That would be a great start to getting him back.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
