Thanks F and T1000. Most thoughts are simply "what this would have been like if she was here". Otherwise still doing good.
I find that too, every time it's a special occasion like birthdays, parties and even a funeral.
M36 W31 S4 S2 T5 M4 BD Jan12 S July12 Recon Sep12-Nov12 ILBINILWY Jan13 OM x 2 in 2013 W wants R July 13 I start D. Jan 14. Meet GF Nov 13 Have I changed enough? Jul 14