are ya in england??? love cream & pastry & big bloppie fries too. (well, chips)
someone earlier was saying about "seeing dead" allover the place- i agree too. knowing the signs - now every time i look at or listen to anyone almost- i am suspicious.
as blind and trusting as i was before (total total total) i'm that skeptical now.
no one is "safe" from me. i don't say it- i do think it tho.
it's awful.
making me think of a proverb i know - something like" the real problem with being a liar is not that people don't believe you- it's that you don't believe anyone else ".
well, i don't see how that DOES apply to us- just i guess perspective is everything.
now that i realize i should have been skeptical- i can't seem to turn it off and be blind and happy again.
oh well huh? my hometown was small- when i lfet at 24 i thought everyone knowing my business was a pain in the neck (now that i thnk of it). it does seem dandy from a distance tho? i sure do embrace a rather simple life.
sorry about your town- it's the problem with fantasies, isn't it? they are just that- fantastic and not real.
it's the problem with problems - no good running away anywhere - they just follow ya til you get them in a place you can deal with or stare them down or whatever.
gotta just "take care of business" before you're free of it- oh well- this being an adult is a pain in the neck too.
