Aw, ForeverYoung, you're right, it IS such a rollercoaster! I find that it is more of their rollercoaster, and we are along for the ride. And detaching is hard to do, most days. It is hard not to get dragged into all of the rollercoaster shenanigans!!
I remember going through those same emotions as you, one day wanting to work on things, and the next day not sure if I want to continue. Definitely a hard place to be at, and I am sure you are doing a lot of soul searching right now.
take care, -cp
M: 8 yrs T:14 Twins:7 S:5 BD:'NLILWY': Feb/2013 Mar/Apr/May: MC June: "living in limbo" Sept 12: H moves out Oct 20: reconciling Jan-Feb 2014:MC Feb 2014: separating, and H moved out.