NQ- yes everything is OK Ive been having some dentist surgery done to improve my health. And I have been enjoying and quite nights while my boys are over at their dads house. I'm just doing a lot of thinking about everything on what my H had talked to me about from last week. Yes i know I can't believe anything he says or do at this time and I'm still holding onto that hope that one day there is still a chance that we will be able to save our marriage. Im still living my life day by day and when H comes to pick up boys or if he text I don't bring up any relationship talks. Its still so hard for me not to bring it up; but I'm surprising myself on being strong on not bring it up. My next goal after I'm done with all my dentist surgery i'm going to get my hair done and maybe improve my clothing style when I'm able to afford it. I'm still going to keep moving forward in case we don't get back together and yes I know I still need to give us both time and space to be able to work on our selves and our individual life's at this time.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
