Muse, stop beating yourself up, it does nothing for you other than make you more fearful. Let it go. Sometimes we have to do something many times before we actually learn the lesson. It's OK. Keep moving forward, but know the path is not linear.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
