Rough day today. I feel like I've pretty much come full circle with W, back to crazy land.
But I feel more focused than ever, going dim except kids on Wednesday, and that will be for a few minutes. Also, focusing on detaching. Dropped S11 at practice, meeting a friend at practice to chat.
I honestly miss my wife, I think more so now because I've released her to God, and it feels like giving up.
But I keep telling myself that this truly is the only chance I have at our reconciliation, and God knows what he's doing better than me!
